Eat.Play.Love.

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Mon, 04 Mar 2013 21:22:22 -0500

She. Looks. Fabulous.

Mon, 04 Mar 2013 21:15:28 -0500

She. Looks. Fabulous.

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Mon, 04 Mar 2013 21:13:46 -0500

hourglassandclass: Gorgeous curves! For more like this, and...

Mon, 04 Mar 2013 21:10:51 -0500

hourglassandclass:

Gorgeous curves!

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I want to look like her. Wish I had those boobs lol

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Mon, 04 Mar 2013 21:08:24 -0500

I want that hair. And that dress.

Mon, 04 Mar 2013 21:05:29 -0500

I want that hair. And that dress.

It's Bachelor MONDAY!!!

Mon, 04 Mar 2013 20:03:04 -0500

Anyone else watch this??? I can’t wait for the Women Tell All. Here we go with Tierra the tierrable tierrorist…. ugh

aseaofquotes: Maggie O’Farrell, After You’d Gone

Thu, 21 Feb 2013 10:18:48 -0500

aseaofquotes:

Maggie O’Farrell, After You’d Gone

staypozitive: The most followed love blog on Tumblr.

Wed, 20 Feb 2013 23:20:41 -0500

staypozitive:

The most followed love blog on Tumblr.

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Tue, 19 Feb 2013 17:12:59 -0500

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Tue, 19 Feb 2013 16:16:18 -0500

youmakeme-laugh:

Perfect

every city in the world needs this

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This may be the best idea ever.

When I don't hear my boss coming

Tue, 19 Feb 2013 16:11:23 -0500

whatshouldwecallme:

HAHA SO TRUE

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Mon, 18 Feb 2013 23:36:16 -0500

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Mon, 18 Feb 2013 23:22:03 -0500

the-beauty-of-words-blog:

My lovely followers, please follow this blog immediately!

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Mon, 18 Feb 2013 23:12:15 -0500

February 18, 2013

Mon, 18 Feb 2013 23:11:39 -0500

So, Chas broke up with me on the first day of class. January 14, 2013.

It befuddles me how much can seriously change in just one year. This time last year I was unequivocally and spectacularly in love with a man who I still feel is amazing. I understand why he did it. We both have goals that are pulling us apart, even more apart than the distance which separates us. I just wish he would have done it to my face. I wish I hadn’t felt led on. He doesn’t need me, he never has. It’s always been me wanting, needing, loving, caring and being more. I don’t believe in equal love since it wavers at times but I definitely feel like a fool. He told me he doesn’t see a future for us, and that he felt that way even in Egypt. AN ENTIRE YEAR AGO. I just don’t understand how someone can go that long and not think to even bring it up.

I still think about him. I still love him. I still care.

But I don’t want to. I know he doesn’t feel that way. Some days I wish my phone would ring and it would be him on the line. But I know him too well. I know he won’t ever speak to me again. That isn’t like him at all. I don’t want to believe it, but it’s something I have to come to terms with. All of this makes me feel like our entire relationship was a joke. Why would he string me along, why say things he didn’t truly mean. Why force something he never wanted in the first place?

I can’t decide if I’m angry, sad, upset, frustrated, hurt, broken… I am not one singular term, I am all of them and more. Piece by piece I put myself back together, but some days like today are harder than the rest. I want nothing more than to pick up the phone and call him. I have lost not just a boyfriend, but my best friend and someone I saw as a life partner. It breaks my heart.

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